majorly fed up now!! just got back from cadets in a crappy mood. urgh. i dont really know why. i had a laugh and everything as usual, but the end was just horrible. watching couples hugging and that, or others flirting. and i had nothing. made me feel like crap. i am proud of being single, but i do get lonely every now and then :/ even though i am lonely, i never change that fact... because i cant. my head and heart wont let me.... so messed up.
did more or less fuck all today. i hate my self for it. i need to do my assignments before i kill my self, become to stressed, or kill someone!! urgh. hello depression.
its a clear night tonight and the stars are shining bright. i look up. i am so small, insignificant.
night world. <3
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