i had my interview and medical todayyyy eee!!! i was surprisingly not nervous, i was just abit embarrassed haha. some of the questions for the medical were ridiculous!! do you have pile? ...no do you have trouble passing urine? ... no! haha so horrible haha. the interview was good though, i could feel my self going red through out it though. i blush so easily.
a little bit of a sigh of relief in college life today :) handed in an assignment earlier, same last week, got my referral back as a distinction :) happy days. still some stress though, its unavoidable. but andy is back!!! <3 he is too cute for his own good haha.
major annoyance with my bestfriend gemma though at cadets... we had an amazingly fun night yesterday, but now she is being a bit of a tit with me. her mood swings are ridiculous!! i can hardly hack it. one minuet she is verbily hating on her boyfriend on facebook, the next she is fine, but dosent want to talk about it!... i dont get it. she will be a nightmare tomorrow night!! she is such an angry person it is unreal haha. and her relationships are ridiculous too!! she is the man in the relationship for sure!!
even though i ha fun on tuesday evening, the afternoon wasnt as good :/ i had to try so hard from bursting into tears on the bus ride home!! but when i did get home, it all flooded out. i havnt cried like that in awhile. it was quite painful and its the crying where you feel tired afterwards haha. i was upset for two reasons, and they happened quite literately after each other. the first one was that of my new college friends finding out that i was a 19 year old virgin. i know i shouldnt really be upset about it because i am not ashamed. am proud more than anything. but its just that hannah who asked me, is younger than me has slept with around 10 people and is not ashamed, and is very vocal about it. my friends always talk about sex, at least once a day. and i just never join in those conversations. i am actually surprised i had kept it a secrete this long haha. she only asked me because i made it quite abvious by excusing my self from a conservation about embarrising sex moments. when i came back from the loo she asked me. i know she asked jess if she knew if i was. i still dont know why i was that upset about it. i was just embarrassed i guess, and i dont want loads of people knowing, because every at cadets knows haha!!! aaaand that lad who want to get with me. thats for a different post though :P haha. and the second thing is just tha a got an assignment back that i had worked really hard on, and i got it all completely wrong... but i know what i am doing now so its okaaay :)
cadet camp this weekend... fun. TIRED!!!!!!
nightynight <3
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