let the sun shine

sooooo, i'm not in france :( i could have been waking up in sunny france today instead of sunny england haha. right i'll explain... i lot has happened with choir. first of all as i have already explained, the flight got cancelled, so we were going to go on an executive coach to go the whole way. we was all thrilled and i was looking forward to having a road trip through france, but no. the coach company went bust like two weeks before we had to go... we tried another coach company, nothing. another flight to aulliac, nothing. all we could come up with was numerous flights and train trips. alas is is too expensive for me and my mum, so we had to pull out a week before going. :( And that is not all... our conductor Tony died two weeks ago. hes about the same age of my parents and is just an amazing person. :( so genually upset about his passing. we was given this news a couple days before our next meeting so i didnt know what to expect. we got told about the farce with the travel that meeting so its all bad news. its terrible, one bad thing after the other... we didnt get any singing done that night, and the future of the choir is hanging in the balance.

in one tiny bit of my mind, i am kind of glad i didnt go to france as i have assignment work to do, and i need to get ready for my week long camp starting next weekend with cadets. i need to save the money and time haha.

i am so not ready for this camp. as said before, i have een moved detachments so i can help out there and teach, but noooooo thats not happening. i have done no teaching what so ever. granted i have only been there three times, but all we have done is mess around... its pissing me off now, i need to teach to pass this course!!!! urgh hating it at warsop. neil will never change, its pointless.

i'm meant to be going to the pub again with gemma tonight, but no, she bailed on me. its like shes not my best friend at all. yes when she needs help am always there. she rang me up crying again because of her boyfriend, and i helped her. she is unbelievable. and now i have just seen that she is going to meet up with a freind of ours, who she went out with... she has a boyfriend and she is meeting up with her ex, who is best friends with her boyfriend... messed up or what... it will all end up in tears.

urgh. well time to either sun bathe or do homework... hmmm haha :P

byyyyee xxxx

hectic as hell

holy crap shit is going down!!! this weekend is busy. next weekend is busy, the weekend after is busy and s is the week later... arghhh. well this weekend its my parents that are going out, and i have to look after the dog haha. fun!! next weekend i am at thorsby with cadets camping for this festival thing. it should be a good laugh though, it with the cadets from worksop (the det i have been moved from) and i do miss them all. should be a good catch up haha. the weekend after that i am going to france!!!!!!!!!!! omg i am so ridiculously excited!!! haha its unreal. i cannot wait. and the week after that, starting with the following weekend, i am going to beckingham for a week with cadets for my AITC... and who says i dont go out... holy holy crap.

yes i have left worksop, and i had my first night at warsop last thursday. wow its different. it is so unbelievably organised. that kind of is the reason me and my brother are there, but it is ridiculous. they have like a minuscule fraction of the numbers we had, and same goes with the building. its just a shack. and ryan is there... so awkward and urgh i dont know. its just to weird.

i went to the pub last sunday with gemma and maaan that was a good night. got pretty drunk and i think i met the love of my life!!!!! hahahaha he is the bar tender at a pub in worksop and offt he was beautiful haha. he looked abit like this semi-celeb i fangirl over, but more younger. gemma said he wasnt her type and i was just lapping it up. i could not stop sating at his face and bum!!! haha so funny!! she even said that we would suit each other if we were together, which made everything worse. she kept making jibs at my comitment issues and that i never have a boyfriend. i do hate her sometimes. she knows how to wind me up, even without me saying so. it was a good night though, i do want to go back to that pub!!!!!! haha :P

again tomorrow is another day of looking after the dog whilst my mum and dad are out. i hope to get some assignment done though... haha its starting to pile up eek.

right, bed!!!! niiight xx

another day of doing fuck all :D

love having no college on fridays sometimes. but most of the time i am bored shitless. just like today. im at my grandparent house right now and i'm staying the night. i do like being here dont get me wrong, but it can get boring. one of the good points is my grandad's dogs!! they have three and they are all dachshunds that he used to show. they are beautiful haha. and my dog, georgie, is the mother of two of them :) i love them all <3 they are the best dogs in the world.

this is georgie <3 she is beautiful!! i have to admit, she is like my best friend <3 haha.

nowt else to report on really. i did have an amazing night on thursday at cadets though. it was so fricking funny. i am going to miss that place and the people. i never thought i would say that haha. but being at warsop should be fun though :) bring it on haha

right, now for watching tv and films all night haha

byeee xx

pinch punch first of the month.

happy May Day everyone!!! ive never actually done the pinch punch thing, i dont really understand it lol.

anyway, i was supposed to post yesterday, but i forgot i had choir and that takes up all my night lol. but it is for a good reason though!! tell you in a min!!

first, the animal shenanigans!!!!! college has purchased three lambs and had two ponies given to them!!!! omg i am so happy!! me and my friends got to bottle feed the lambs last thursday as well and it was just so amazing. there really is nothing like feeding a baby animal!! <3 the ponies are adorable too!! we have a Shetland pony called callum and the other pony is called smartie. they are so cute and small, you literally have to bend down to stroke callum haha.
last week we had to round up the sheep so we could practice sheep tipping for clipping their feet and man!!!! what a farce that was!!!  i was the only one that actually knew what to do, everyone else just stood there!!! i was running round like crazy doing the job!! mental!!

right choir!! i am going to france in roughly 23 days!!!!!!!!! OMG!! so exited. its just for three days like, but i cannot wait. the last time i went to france was also with choir and it was the best thin ever!! i cannot wait.

i better go to sleep before i pass out, so niiiiiiight :D xxxx