sooooo, i'm not in france :( i could have been waking up in sunny france today instead of sunny england haha. right i'll explain... i lot has happened with choir. first of all as i have already explained, the flight got cancelled, so we were going to go on an executive coach to go the whole way. we was all thrilled and i was looking forward to having a road trip through france, but no. the coach company went bust like two weeks before we had to go... we tried another coach company, nothing. another flight to aulliac, nothing. all we could come up with was numerous flights and train trips. alas is is too expensive for me and my mum, so we had to pull out a week before going. :( And that is not all... our conductor Tony died two weeks ago. hes about the same age of my parents and is just an amazing person. :( so genually upset about his passing. we was given this news a couple days before our next meeting so i didnt know what to expect. we got told about the farce with the travel that meeting so its all bad news. its terrible, one bad thing after the other... we didnt get any singing done that night, and the future of the choir is hanging in the balance.
in one tiny bit of my mind, i am kind of glad i didnt go to france as i have assignment work to do, and i need to get ready for my week long camp starting next weekend with cadets. i need to save the money and time haha.
i am so not ready for this camp. as said before, i have een moved detachments so i can help out there and teach, but noooooo thats not happening. i have done no teaching what so ever. granted i have only been there three times, but all we have done is mess around... its pissing me off now, i need to teach to pass this course!!!! urgh hating it at warsop. neil will never change, its pointless.
i'm meant to be going to the pub again with gemma tonight, but no, she bailed on me. its like shes not my best friend at all. yes when she needs help am always there. she rang me up crying again because of her boyfriend, and i helped her. she is unbelievable. and now i have just seen that she is going to meet up with a freind of ours, who she went out with... she has a boyfriend and she is meeting up with her ex, who is best friends with her boyfriend... messed up or what... it will all end up in tears.
urgh. well time to either sun bathe or do homework... hmmm haha :P
byyyyee xxxx
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