why do i read fan-fiction?!?!

urgh sat here in tears right now!!!!! fan-fic kills me. well the pairing has to be right haha. i just read a harry/ tonks one shot, where they fell in love, and tonks died instead of sirius. its so bad!!!! its the same story all the way through as the books, but with repercussions of what happened, and what happened in the future... its so sad.

anyway, apart from wanting to kill myself right now, today was really good!! first day back at college, and yes i did fuck all haha. its great. and tbh, it was awesome being at college with my sister, and its the same tomorrow. its going great  haha.

night world.

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i turned 20 yesterday... i dont feel it, or look it. urgh its kind of killing me. i dont know what to do to look 'my age'. or if i need to do anything... mental. is there really a look that goes with a set age?!

college tomorrow. but we are doing nothing college like... haha. i think we're just getting our timetables, and being told anything new... bore off!!

right bath time to look pretty for tomorrow... fat chance.

love yaaa

got to get back to hogwarts!

hello first of september, and hello two days until my birthday!!!!! eeeeeeeee.

excited but i dont want to turn 20.

i donated blood on thursday and it was a bit of a disaster haha. i didnt faint or anything, they just couldnt get alot of blood out of me haha. either i have slow blood flow, or the nurse was shit at getting the right vein. i am hopping for the latter because the other makes me feel like there is something wrong with me haha. she had to keep wiggling it, which bloody hurt. and it didnt work. now i have a huge bruise :( aww.

okay so i need to start doing some college work!!!!!!!!!!! :( it makes me want to cry!!!

byeeee x

gota get back to hogwarts, gota get back to school!!!!!!! <3 <3