woah!!

i dont like the change!!!!!! maybe... i'll get used to it lol.

anywho, its been awhile since i posted and tbh a lot has happened. aaaaand i cannot really remember from last post to now... but ive been on a camp, been told i am doing my AITC in june. gemma has left and came back as an adult. we got pissed last night for 18th as well haha!!! so amazing <3 and college is heating up again.

right cadets- AITC is my adult training course to become a SGT and i cannot wait!!! it is a week long camp and it is going to be solid as hell, but i have already done a SCIC as a cadet and they are really similar, so i have an advantage there :D
gemma has been and gone and she has done it in her very own special way... urgh. i really cannot be arsed with her crap as she is wanting to be the centre of attention all the time, but she is a CA now, she is nothing!!!! annoys me so much but i do still love her haha.
another revelation!!me and my brother are moving detachments... at first i was upset and angry that we had to be moved, but as time goes on, am likeing the idea more and more. i do love worksop det, but it can get to much or even to dull, so change is always good. buuuut i will be going to a det here i have had relationship history with one of the cadets and he still likes me and i cant have that, cos if anyone sees me kiss him or something, i will get kicked out of cadets... not good.
last night was ridiculously funny!!!! haha so amazing and felt so good to get proper drunk again :P but one of gemmas friends she had invited was a friend that i used to be very close with, but shit happened and i hadnt talked to her for the best part of a year, so naturally i was kind of dreading the reunion... but surprising it wasnt that bad... she was her same obnoxious self being all boobs everywhere and laughing uncontrollably loud... urgh. but we did have a bit of a catch up and we did say to each other that we miss each other so... mehh shes a mess. she treats lads like shit, she has a kid and is a massive whore. hate her for being like that. so nasty.

college- assignments are starting to line up and i am worried that i will get behind in project as i havent properly started and the bit i have done, was on my memory stick, which i have lost.......... :( :( :( i think i am going to die!!!!!! for the life of me i cannot find it!!! it is somewhere in my room, but i have no idea :( this saddens me so much :( :(
one of my friends has been kicked off my course too!! its crazy, even though i could see it happening from miles a way... he never handed his stuff in on time, the stuff he did hand in never passed first time, he hardly turned up to college, his work ethic was crap and was a distraction. i did try and help him so many times and encourage him to get his work in, but it was no use... his loss tbh. he hasnt got the qualification. what a waste.

right off to bed now, tomorrow i shall post again and talk about the animal shenanigans that has been happening at college haha!!!!

night!! love <3