easterrrrrrr

my last post said i was going back to college, now i am not. haha hello easter holidayssss!!

i've only been at college for two weeks as well. the first week was completely pointless and last week wasnt actually that bad. well considering me and my friends have be spilt up, and one of my friends brother nearly died in a motor bike accident. its crazy. its only me and two other of my friendship group in out tutor. the rest are in another. its really not fair. and with the motor bike accident... she is a wreak. its so sad. it has nearly been two weeks and there is hardly any improvements. hes still unconscious. :( i feel so bad for her.

cadet news!! none really accept that i will be going on my adult training course in june!!!!!!!!! eeee sooo excited. i will bee a sgt then sooon!!! hahaa aaaaaand my best friend gemma is leaving in like two weeks hahaha. as if she is leaving. she is so ridiculous. she has been having fun as well at detachment. i dont get it. the other night she was all in a flap about not being allowed to do something, but she just doesnt realise that we all had to go through that, shes not the only one!! she thinks shes special and she should be treat that wayy!! angers me soo much!.

jonny's sill seeing that girl... -cry-... haha im so pathetic. well thats what i get when i miss my chance. hmm. he hasnt spoken to me in ages. but he did out of the blue say hi earlier. he was being so nice and flirty too!! :( :( :( grr it just makes me like him again and then feel all depressed haha. mehh.

well its easter holls and i have nowt to do. i did try and organise something with gemma, but nope, aint going to happen. we did actually go to the pub last sunday, and it was actually fun haha. we did alot of catching up and bitching about people haha its our favourite sport ;) aha. yeah it was fun, got a little drunk which is always good and had a brill laugh haha.

might post again tomorrow as i will be doing nothing and it is meant to be snowing (WHAT) so i'll be inside all day haha. well i do need to get back into the swing of this thing anyways haha

niiiiiiiiight <3