so today was supposed to be the day that i did a big chunk of my assingments, but however it being new years day, the tv was to distracing with all the films being on. -bows head in shame-. i dont thing the tv people should do that, have so many fulms on in one day... i got nothing done today :( and maybe i wont tomorrow and it is my last day before going back to college.
i dont really want to go to college on tuesday. it is becoming to stressful. even though i do want to work with animals when i leave college and work in animal conservation, it is just the annoying task of college first. i dont like doing the stuff that i do not need like learning about cells, or nutrition with the chemical make up of stuff... the only thing i do find interesting, is the parts that are becoming quite hard to understand because of my tutor. he has a way of failing you even when you do your greatest ever work. he is never satisfied. you think he would be bing young and attractive, that he could relate to us, be more friendly. alas no.
feeling quite down today, even though i have just read something that made me smile uncontrollably. but it also made me realise that i am now in the "friend zone" with someone, even though i am pretty sure i am in love with him... oh dear. oh well. better not dwell on the matter, even though i posses the power to over think things, being a woman and that...
anywho, night world, till the next time. x
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